Saturday, November 14, 2009 '
12/9/09 & 13/9/09
12/9/09 :
I went to school for art interview yang merepek lah sangat2.
I went to school for art interview yang merepek lah sangat2.
Then I go makan shiok with Mummy and ate nasi ayam penyet.
After that I went to meet Zhi Cheng and Darius together with Bibi.
Double date katekan.
Hohoho!
It was sooo much fun watching Jennifer's Body.
Me & Bibi covered our faces with jacket.
Zhi Cheng seems excited.
Darius... Well, he seems to go to the toilet often.
Haha.
We took pictures and walked2.
On the way home we terserempak with Daniaty, Amalina and Irni.
In the mrt, I was talking with Darius.
Talked about k-box and wild2 wet and Japan and China which was kinda random. Haha!
Me: Darius, if go k-box, go in small groups or with alot of people better?
Darius: In small groups better. If not we get to sing a little. Why? You want ask your friends?
Me: Haha no..
Darius: You got alot of friends right.. Anytime call they can come from Jurong to Changi.
xDDD
Jalan2 with Bibi at Jp and went home.
Chatted on the phone with Kiki and Shiqah till 4am!!! xD
13/9/09:
Today, I changed my hairstyle :/
The place was sh*t and made my hair not nice.
My mom said it wasn't worth it as there isn't much difference.
Disappointed!!!
Grad night how??? :'(
My plans are all in ruins.
Damn sad.
Went to the national library to... take pics... Aha!
Then went to the bugis whats the mall called.
Jalan2 to look at dresses all.
Took pictures.
I got pics with Pikachu! xDDD
Made way to SP for Kaleidorama.
Watched performances.
Saw cute guys. (Oh you know who!)
O-m-g!!!
The most happiest moment that day was when...
Jengjengjeng...
Tak leh bilang! ;P
But I got nice pics!!!
I miss my classmates all!
Some were there and I sat with them.
Kecoh uh time the performances.
Kiki and I sing Doraemon song.Huhuhu.
Mr Namdi cute uhh.
xD
Ate at KFC and went home.
Nabeh punye irritating bapak.
Bising!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mcm puki!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sebab tu aku benci die!!!!!!!!!!!
Irrits siol!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ruin my mood over trivial matter.
Benci benci benci!!!!!!!!!!
I hate him!!!!!!!!!!!!
K tu saje. (Tenga bad mood ni.)
Guys, want picutres, inform me to be online at MSN or something so I can send you.
Easier. Banyak nah lah nk upload. Malas :/
Labels: O level is over.
Thursday, November 12, 2009 '
!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh My Gosh!
I'm soooo happy!
Becauseeeeeeeeeeee...
O LEVEL HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED.
However!
I'm still heartbroken.
& I tell you people,
there is no way my heart can heal.
Not at this rate,
not when I keep listening to f*cking sad songs just to reminince about my f*cking life.
Anw ytd went swimming!
Gerek luh sangat2.
But I can't swim -_-!
So I just walked around in the water. ;D
Last day of school ):
Means I can never see him ever again.
I almost cried.
Haish.
Oh, I hate that I love you so.
What I wish for...
-Pass O lvl with flying colours so I can get to media & communication.
If cannot, then I will find for other alternatives.
-Be taller.
-Have nobody hate me.
-Have many friends.
-That he & I will not be nemesis any longer.
-Safety & happiness of family.
Woots!
Insya'Allah ni sume dikabulkan ehh.
Ytd slept at 4am. -_-!
Met SMS at 7-11 near my house.
He said his friend thought I was 18.
Wow! But SMS say he think I look young. Haha!
I chatchatchat with Mann, Kiki, Eka& Shiqah.
Kite giler oii.
Tapi best!
Ytd!!!
Kene screen.
Polisi mrepek lah.
Nothing better to do. -_-!
It was my first time.
I feel exposed to the real world.
Lol. -_-!
Today Mdm Sim Siok Siok force me to come for some silly f*cking Art interview.
Its stupid.
That time tak jadi.
Waste my f*cking time where I could've used to study.
F*ck it lah.
Now I'm off to school. -_-!
I hate it cause I'm supposed to be sleeping till 2pm!!!
I think later I will be going out with my Brother, Bibi & D!
Maybe lah.
Ain't sure about it.
Well, see how.
Tatata!
I'm soooo happy!
Becauseeeeeeeeeeee...
O LEVEL HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED.
However!
I'm still heartbroken.
& I tell you people,
there is no way my heart can heal.
Not at this rate,
not when I keep listening to f*cking sad songs just to reminince about my f*cking life.
Anw ytd went swimming!
Gerek luh sangat2.
But I can't swim -_-!
So I just walked around in the water. ;D
Last day of school ):
Means I can never see him ever again.
I almost cried.
Haish.
Oh, I hate that I love you so.
What I wish for...
-Pass O lvl with flying colours so I can get to media & communication.
If cannot, then I will find for other alternatives.
-Be taller.
-Have nobody hate me.
-Have many friends.
-That he & I will not be nemesis any longer.
-Safety & happiness of family.
Woots!
Insya'Allah ni sume dikabulkan ehh.
Ytd slept at 4am. -_-!
Met SMS at 7-11 near my house.
He said his friend thought I was 18.
Wow! But SMS say he think I look young. Haha!
I chatchatchat with Mann, Kiki, Eka& Shiqah.
Kite giler oii.
Tapi best!
Ytd!!!
Kene screen.
Polisi mrepek lah.
Nothing better to do. -_-!
It was my first time.
I feel exposed to the real world.
Lol. -_-!
Today Mdm Sim Siok Siok force me to come for some silly f*cking Art interview.
Its stupid.
That time tak jadi.
Waste my f*cking time where I could've used to study.
F*ck it lah.
Now I'm off to school. -_-!
I hate it cause I'm supposed to be sleeping till 2pm!!!
I think later I will be going out with my Brother, Bibi & D!
Maybe lah.
Ain't sure about it.
Well, see how.
Tatata!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 '
Latest.
Heyheyhey!!!
O levels have officially started.
It started off in a bad way.
I was badly broken, I had lots on my mind, I didn't prepare enough.
Yeah, all that.
English and Maths I don't know what to say laaa.
There's nothing.
I can't predict.
I have a feeling I did badly.
Haish.
You know...
No matter what people say, I don't hate HIM!
I still love him!
I just can't hate him.
He means so much to me.
Haish.
Confirm he hates me.
That, I know.
Well, I can only hope he's ok...
O levels have officially started.
It started off in a bad way.
I was badly broken, I had lots on my mind, I didn't prepare enough.
Yeah, all that.
English and Maths I don't know what to say laaa.
There's nothing.
I can't predict.
I have a feeling I did badly.
Haish.
You know...
No matter what people say, I don't hate HIM!
I still love him!
I just can't hate him.
He means so much to me.
Haish.
Confirm he hates me.
That, I know.
Well, I can only hope he's ok...
Labels: I'm an idiot.
Friday, October 23, 2009 '
Friiiiiiiday~
Heeeeey!
Today is Friday! Supposed to have no school, but Art students confirm have extra class.
I did art. Came in and was frustrated.
Apparently someone just can't seem to stop bothering me.
Ugh I'm getting to annoyed that love is turning to hatred.
You know I saw this quote somewhere:
"The opposite of love isn't hate, its indifference. If you hate someone, it means you still care."
Well, not all quotes are true right?
Depends on the situation la.
Anyway, I went to the library with Sheela and met Shazana for a while.
Talk3.
She say got KK!
But I didn't see him! Alaaaaa!
I then saw Wani and talked to her.
Wow, I got news that I'd never thought I'd hear.
So, who scrap who?
This is what happens if you don't get your information right.
You say this and that, in the end kan malu sendiri.
Today tuition was sooooooooooooooooo fun!
We talked2!
The class was having conversation about leaving school was a sad thing, then...
Saienah: Haiz, I just broke up. So sad.
Guo Wei: Oh you mean the guy you skipped tuition for just to have dinner with him?
Saienah: Eh how you know? Who told you? Karthik? Pinxuan? Ming Jian?
In the end sape, Bibi lupenye!
Guo Wei: You broke up with him for me right?
Saienah: Yeah I sacrificed him for you you know!
When everyone was there.
Guo Wei: Hey guys Saienah left her boyfriend for me.
Ming Jian: *Chinese word*
Saienah: What he say?
Guo Wei: He said you stupid.
Saienah: What!? Why?
Ming Jian: No lah where I got say.
Saienah: Pinxuan what he say?
Pinxuan: Yah he say you stupid.
Lol. Argue2 somemore.
In the end, we talked more than we studied.
Tuition is more like a social area instead of revising.
Crazy!!!
Hitler all come out.
Suddenly talk about Venice lah, longshore drift lah.
Haha.
Remember guys! Next week our very last lesson!
Wear nice2 and take pics kay!
Hahaha kay thats all.
Today is Friday! Supposed to have no school, but Art students confirm have extra class.
I did art. Came in and was frustrated.
Apparently someone just can't seem to stop bothering me.
Ugh I'm getting to annoyed that love is turning to hatred.
You know I saw this quote somewhere:
"The opposite of love isn't hate, its indifference. If you hate someone, it means you still care."
Well, not all quotes are true right?
Depends on the situation la.
Anyway, I went to the library with Sheela and met Shazana for a while.
Talk3.
She say got KK!
But I didn't see him! Alaaaaa!
I then saw Wani and talked to her.
Wow, I got news that I'd never thought I'd hear.
So, who scrap who?
This is what happens if you don't get your information right.
You say this and that, in the end kan malu sendiri.
Today tuition was sooooooooooooooooo fun!
We talked2!
The class was having conversation about leaving school was a sad thing, then...
Saienah: Haiz, I just broke up. So sad.
Guo Wei: Oh you mean the guy you skipped tuition for just to have dinner with him?
Saienah: Eh how you know? Who told you? Karthik? Pinxuan? Ming Jian?
In the end sape, Bibi lupenye!
Guo Wei: You broke up with him for me right?
Saienah: Yeah I sacrificed him for you you know!
When everyone was there.
Guo Wei: Hey guys Saienah left her boyfriend for me.
Ming Jian: *Chinese word*
Saienah: What he say?
Guo Wei: He said you stupid.
Saienah: What!? Why?
Ming Jian: No lah where I got say.
Saienah: Pinxuan what he say?
Pinxuan: Yah he say you stupid.
Lol. Argue2 somemore.
In the end, we talked more than we studied.
Tuition is more like a social area instead of revising.
Crazy!!!
Hitler all come out.
Suddenly talk about Venice lah, longshore drift lah.
Haha.
Remember guys! Next week our very last lesson!
Wear nice2 and take pics kay!
Hahaha kay thats all.
Labels: On with life.
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That Ex.
Boys will be boys.
A child will always have a childish mind.
An ass will always be an ass.
You're free, so go do whatever you like.
Go f*ck someone.
I don't care la eh.
Go & Die!
A child will always have a childish mind.
An ass will always be an ass.
You're free, so go do whatever you like.
Go f*ck someone.
I don't care la eh.
Go & Die!
You're just another Picture To Burn.
Labels: Irritating Bastard.
Thursday, October 22, 2009 '
BOO is a busybody!
ALLAH knows who's right and who's wrong, he knows who's to blame and who's not.
With all that said, I'm not afraid to live life to the fullest, because I don't insult to the extreme and I just be patient.
So we'll see ehh.
He says he's free.
Right now I know he's waiting to see me suffer.
Cruel sia.
I didn't say any more because I still remembered we were friends.
He asked me before, " Do you think we're better off as friends or in a relationship?"
I said, "Anything that won't affect our friendship."
What now?
Haish...
How can someone be so cruel???
Boo me some more.
I know la you were not even sad its over.
I know you're happy.
You know I'm not.
So why don't you just leave me alone you effin' cocky S-hole!!!
With all that said, I'm not afraid to live life to the fullest, because I don't insult to the extreme and I just be patient.
So we'll see ehh.
He says he's free.
Right now I know he's waiting to see me suffer.
Cruel sia.
I didn't say any more because I still remembered we were friends.
He asked me before, " Do you think we're better off as friends or in a relationship?"
I said, "Anything that won't affect our friendship."
What now?
Haish...
How can someone be so cruel???
Boo me some more.
I know la you were not even sad its over.
I know you're happy.
You know I'm not.
So why don't you just leave me alone you effin' cocky S-hole!!!
Labels: "Y u nvr cm sch?" "Is is becoz of me..." "Y u cry jus nw?"
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O lvls, Heartbreaks.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
HAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH.
O level so damn hard man!!!
Why must practical kill me all the time???
Actually before the exam, I was sad again!!!
I just can't get those cruel words out of my head.
Its killing me you know.
But then, my undiscovered, unaware and unforgotten HERO came by.
Just the sight of him can make me go ULALA~
It made me so motivated to do well.
Then Atiqah Cine pun baik sangat2.
Maybe she noticed me at the front all lonely so she suddenly hugged me from the back.
She's nice eh.
Nice, pretty and smart some more.
Definitely not boring as me I'll bet.
She consoled me when I was sad, and cheered me up.
So caring. Thanks eh Atiqah!!!
Really appreciate her help.
Wah maybe she can be my new idol.
Haha. (:
Hmmmm.
I have this song... Tak abes2 ehk, tapi best luh to express my feelings through songs.
If only I can say to him, "Hey, this song is dedicated to you. Try understand me."
If only that was even possible without him laughing at me as his ego rises sky high...
Ego, why does it exist?
Ego, its just plain sickening.
I have an ego too, but not that much. Lol.
Kk on with the song for today.
Here is................................ "Kisah Tak Sempurna" by Samsons!!!
aku memang tak berhati besar
utk memahami hatimu di sana
aku memang tak berlapang dada
utk menyedari
kau bukan milikku lagi
dengar-dengar kataku
aku akan bertahan
sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku
yang tak sempurna 'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna
utk kita kenang
andai aku dapat merelakan
setiap kepingan ukiran kenangan indah
andai aku sanggup menjalani
setiap detik dan waktu mendatang dan
oo dengar-dengar kataku
aku akan bertahan sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku
yang tak sempurna 'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna utk kita kenang
dengar-dengar kataku aku akan bertahan
sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku yang tak sempurna
'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna utk kita kenang
kisah yang tak sempurna untuk kita kenang
Haha korang mesti meluat ehh, tak habis2 pasal orang sama.
Well, cintaku bertahan lama.
Will get over is ASAP.
But hey, its my blog so whatever.
Tata.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
HAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH.
O level so damn hard man!!!
Why must practical kill me all the time???
Actually before the exam, I was sad again!!!
I just can't get those cruel words out of my head.
Its killing me you know.
But then, my undiscovered, unaware and unforgotten HERO came by.
Just the sight of him can make me go ULALA~
It made me so motivated to do well.
Then Atiqah Cine pun baik sangat2.
Maybe she noticed me at the front all lonely so she suddenly hugged me from the back.
She's nice eh.
Nice, pretty and smart some more.
Definitely not boring as me I'll bet.
She consoled me when I was sad, and cheered me up.
So caring. Thanks eh Atiqah!!!
Really appreciate her help.
Wah maybe she can be my new idol.
Haha. (:
Hmmmm.
I have this song... Tak abes2 ehk, tapi best luh to express my feelings through songs.
If only I can say to him, "Hey, this song is dedicated to you. Try understand me."
If only that was even possible without him laughing at me as his ego rises sky high...
Ego, why does it exist?
Ego, its just plain sickening.
I have an ego too, but not that much. Lol.
Kk on with the song for today.
Here is................................ "Kisah Tak Sempurna" by Samsons!!!
aku memang tak berhati besar
utk memahami hatimu di sana
aku memang tak berlapang dada
utk menyedari
kau bukan milikku lagi
dengar-dengar kataku
aku akan bertahan
sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku
yang tak sempurna 'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna
utk kita kenang
andai aku dapat merelakan
setiap kepingan ukiran kenangan indah
andai aku sanggup menjalani
setiap detik dan waktu mendatang dan
oo dengar-dengar kataku
aku akan bertahan sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku
yang tak sempurna 'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna utk kita kenang
dengar-dengar kataku aku akan bertahan
sampai kapan pun
sampai kapan pun
maafkan aku yang tak sempurna
'tuk dirimu
usahilah sudah
kisah yg tak sempurna utk kita kenang
kisah yang tak sempurna untuk kita kenang
Haha korang mesti meluat ehh, tak habis2 pasal orang sama.
Well, cintaku bertahan lama.
Will get over is ASAP.
But hey, its my blog so whatever.
Tata.
Labels: "Y u cry jus nw?"
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 '
Hahahahaha Some People Will Always Be A Child!
You know what?
Some people just can't accept the things that go by them.
To make them feel better?
What do they do?
Yes, true true, they bring other people down.
Then they pretend to act caring and full of concern.
Ahhhh!!! BuSeK!!!
Never listen to these kind of people lah.
Just a few days ago, in fact just a few hours ago, I listened to what they said and I was practically demoralised physically and emotionally and psychologically!
Kalao tak happy tak payah lah "BOO" sane "BOO" sini!
Dah buat gitu, beh tanye apesal orang nangis.
Eh orang pandai eh gunekan COMMON SENSE.
Tapi takpe, aku tak benci kau sepenuhnye eh, pasal aku kenangkan mase lalu mase kau belom berubah.
Memang ah, sekarang perangai macam BUSEK.
Kalao org laen dari dulu eh dah belah.
Tapi aku penyabar.
Tak sia2 aku graduate dari kelas 6-4 (Patience) ehh time P6.
So ye ehh, no matter what, kenangan as kawan, aku tetap simpan.
Sebagai bende laen, semue aku dah bakar.
Anyway, good news, I got two trophies for English and Combined Humans (Geography).
I was lucky thats all.
So don't be afraid by me, you guys confirm can win me in O level.
I don't care, 'cause I want to pass, not to win.
So there's no need to BOO me here and there.
Take care yaww!
Some people just can't accept the things that go by them.
To make them feel better?
What do they do?
Yes, true true, they bring other people down.
Then they pretend to act caring and full of concern.
Ahhhh!!! BuSeK!!!
Never listen to these kind of people lah.
Just a few days ago, in fact just a few hours ago, I listened to what they said and I was practically demoralised physically and emotionally and psychologically!
Kalao tak happy tak payah lah "BOO" sane "BOO" sini!
Dah buat gitu, beh tanye apesal orang nangis.
Eh orang pandai eh gunekan COMMON SENSE.
Tapi takpe, aku tak benci kau sepenuhnye eh, pasal aku kenangkan mase lalu mase kau belom berubah.
Memang ah, sekarang perangai macam BUSEK.
Kalao org laen dari dulu eh dah belah.
Tapi aku penyabar.
Tak sia2 aku graduate dari kelas 6-4 (Patience) ehh time P6.
So ye ehh, no matter what, kenangan as kawan, aku tetap simpan.
Sebagai bende laen, semue aku dah bakar.
Anyway, good news, I got two trophies for English and Combined Humans (Geography).
I was lucky thats all.
So don't be afraid by me, you guys confirm can win me in O level.
I don't care, 'cause I want to pass, not to win.
So there's no need to BOO me here and there.
Take care yaww!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 '
Two Is Better Than One
Two Is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls Ft. Taylor Swift
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
'Cause maybe it's true,
that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two,
is better than one
I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes,
the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving
And maybe it's true,
that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two,
is better than one
Yeah, yeah
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
Maybe it's true,
that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
'Cause maybe it's true,
that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two,
is better than one
I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes,
the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving
And maybe it's true,
that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two,
is better than one
Yeah, yeah
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
Maybe it's true,
that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one
Labels: Baby I need you.
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Yesterday and Today.
Hellooooo.
Hmm I updated just now but just some lyrics and my pitiful feelings.
Anyway, I went to JP and the park opposite it yesterday.
I did all that to clear my mind from something painful.
I went with dearest Shiqah and Kiki.
I did all that to clear my mind from something painful.
I went with dearest Shiqah and Kiki.
You know what, friends are just incredible people in your lives.
They are always there to cheer you up when you're feeling down.
They are always there to help bring your hopes up.
They are the ones who help clear the dark clouds hovering in your minds and hearts.
Their love is unconditional.
You don't feel neglected when they're away.
You don't have to argue over misunderstandings.
You don't have to be afraid they will leave you.
You don't have to worry they'd run away.
They are always by your side when you need them, through thick and thin.
Never change your friendship to something more, unless you're sure its true love, because you can lose all that in just a day, in just hours or minutes, even seconds.
Trust me, I've been through all that.
You could say I regretted it, but I can't say fully.
I can never forget sweet memories.
Its a sweet remembrance, minus the unhappy ending.
A quote my besties sent me,
"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad it was once yours."
This happened to me twice.
I lost a best friend, make that two.
I guess I make a good friend, but a terrible girlfriend.
So boys, IF by any chance you've fallen for me, THINK AGAIN.
I'm not the great girl you thought I am.
What you have for me is not love, but mere infatuation.
I'm not the one.
Never make me your girlfriend, unless you don't mind having a boring girl who just wants to be loved.
Unless you promise not to lie and to make me your number one top priority.
You can be a poor guy, you can be a gangster, you can smoke all you want, you can drink till you faint, you can play as much soccer as you like, but remember have time for me.
I don't need your money or gifts, but just your love.
LOL. I am like telling that I'm desperate, but I'm not okay.
I am giving you guys warning before you hurt me.
This happened twice!
I don't want a third time heartbreak.
I just don't want you guys to think I'm the one when I'm not.
Haishhh.
Haiya I am supposed to tell about JP right!
I took pictures with Shiqah and Kiki.
I threw away that keychain.
That precious keychain I had to take the MRT from west to all the way east.
Such a waste of time and money.
But that's not the point.
These two don't matter to me.
Its just the memories are now somewhere at the park covered by tall grass.
After that, Aul and Nazif came by.
Yes, Aul gave lectures about O level.
Relationship?
He said to use the time chasing boys to flip through maths.
He really cheered me up.
Umm but on the way home, I cried, again.
Today didn't go to school.
Studied with GB in the morning.
Then studied with Namira in the afternoon.
These again are friends that motivated me to move on.
When on the way to meet GB, I cried AGAIN!
Oh gosh.
I was listening to the song, Breathe-Taylor Swift.
I cried.
It was a good song that I can relate to right now.
By the way, Nami, I love Travis!
He is sooo adorable!
I've been listening to songs and singing!!!
It cheered me up.
Hahahaha!
I wanted to go to school, but seriously, I have NO MOOD.
Maybe yeah, I am too sad to face the music.
Haiya!!! Be strong Ina!!!
At least I studied.
You know what!!!
Even when I didn't complete my geography mock paper, I managed to score 42/50.
Wow cool shit man!!!
Hope I'm as lucky as this for Os.
:D
K tata!!!
Labels: Cannot let you go.
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Tell Me Why.
Tell Me Why - Taylor Swift
I took a chance,
I took a shot
And you might think I'm bulletproof,
but I'm not
You took a swing,
I took it hard
And down here from the ground
I see who you are
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me
then you cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..
You could write a book on
how to ruin someone's perfect day
Well I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what i'm trying to say,oh
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me,
then push me around
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..
Why..do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside
Why..do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me
then cut me down
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love
then you push me around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why
Why,
tell me why
I take a step back,
let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know
Taylor Swift always has a song to describe what I'm feeling inside.
Hooray to her!
My fave singer of all!
I took a chance,
I took a shot
And you might think I'm bulletproof,
but I'm not
You took a swing,
I took it hard
And down here from the ground
I see who you are
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me
then you cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..
You could write a book on
how to ruin someone's perfect day
Well I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what i'm trying to say,oh
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me,
then push me around
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..
Why..do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside
Why..do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me
then cut me down
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love
then you push me around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why
Why,
tell me why
I take a step back,
let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know
Taylor Swift always has a song to describe what I'm feeling inside.
Hooray to her!
My fave singer of all!
Labels: Hurt
'
What Hurts The Most?
Kenapope kutokoke-kutokoke?
Whyoe insultote?
Justote tellole memome thatote youoe don't lovevove memome anymorore.
That is enoughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
That is equivalent to ripping out my heart and let a truck run over it.
No insults required.
Hurting me is simple, for you.
Haishhhhhhhh.
Whyoe insultote?
Justote tellole memome thatote youoe don't lovevove memome anymorore.
That is enoughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
That is equivalent to ripping out my heart and let a truck run over it.
No insults required.
Hurting me is simple, for you.
Haishhhhhhhh.
Labels: I'm a swine.
'
Breathe.
I'm in despair.
I'm depressed.
But I can't do anything about it.
I had it coming.
This song best describes my feelings...
Breathe - Taylor Swift
I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this time.
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break,
no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,Breathe,
Without you,But I have to,
Breathe,Without you,But I have to.
Never wanted this,
never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesnt work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break,
no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,Breathe,
Without you,But I have to,
Breathe,Without you,But I have to.
Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know its not easy,
Easy for me.
Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this aint easy,
Easy for me.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break,
no one here to save me.
Ohhh I cant,Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,Breathe,
Without you,But I have to.
Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)Sorry
I'm depressed.
But I can't do anything about it.
I had it coming.
This song best describes my feelings...
Breathe - Taylor Swift
I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this time.
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break,
no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,Breathe,
Without you,But I have to,
Breathe,Without you,But I have to.
Never wanted this,
never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesnt work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break,
no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,Breathe,
Without you,But I have to,
Breathe,Without you,But I have to.
Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know its not easy,
Easy for me.
Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this aint easy,
Easy for me.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break,
no one here to save me.
Ohhh I cant,Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,Breathe,
Without you,But I have to.
Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)Sorry
