Tuesday, October 20, 2009 '
Yesterday and Today.
Hellooooo.
Hmm I updated just now but just some lyrics and my pitiful feelings.
Anyway, I went to JP and the park opposite it yesterday.
I did all that to clear my mind from something painful.
I went with dearest Shiqah and Kiki.
I did all that to clear my mind from something painful.
I went with dearest Shiqah and Kiki.
You know what, friends are just incredible people in your lives.
They are always there to cheer you up when you're feeling down.
They are always there to help bring your hopes up.
They are the ones who help clear the dark clouds hovering in your minds and hearts.
Their love is unconditional.
You don't feel neglected when they're away.
You don't have to argue over misunderstandings.
You don't have to be afraid they will leave you.
You don't have to worry they'd run away.
They are always by your side when you need them, through thick and thin.
Never change your friendship to something more, unless you're sure its true love, because you can lose all that in just a day, in just hours or minutes, even seconds.
Trust me, I've been through all that.
You could say I regretted it, but I can't say fully.
I can never forget sweet memories.
Its a sweet remembrance, minus the unhappy ending.
A quote my besties sent me,
"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad it was once yours."
This happened to me twice.
I lost a best friend, make that two.
I guess I make a good friend, but a terrible girlfriend.
So boys, IF by any chance you've fallen for me, THINK AGAIN.
I'm not the great girl you thought I am.
What you have for me is not love, but mere infatuation.
I'm not the one.
Never make me your girlfriend, unless you don't mind having a boring girl who just wants to be loved.
Unless you promise not to lie and to make me your number one top priority.
You can be a poor guy, you can be a gangster, you can smoke all you want, you can drink till you faint, you can play as much soccer as you like, but remember have time for me.
I don't need your money or gifts, but just your love.
LOL. I am like telling that I'm desperate, but I'm not okay.
I am giving you guys warning before you hurt me.
This happened twice!
I don't want a third time heartbreak.
I just don't want you guys to think I'm the one when I'm not.
Haishhh.
Haiya I am supposed to tell about JP right!
I took pictures with Shiqah and Kiki.
I threw away that keychain.
That precious keychain I had to take the MRT from west to all the way east.
Such a waste of time and money.
But that's not the point.
These two don't matter to me.
Its just the memories are now somewhere at the park covered by tall grass.
After that, Aul and Nazif came by.
Yes, Aul gave lectures about O level.
Relationship?
He said to use the time chasing boys to flip through maths.
He really cheered me up.
Umm but on the way home, I cried, again.
Today didn't go to school.
Studied with GB in the morning.
Then studied with Namira in the afternoon.
These again are friends that motivated me to move on.
When on the way to meet GB, I cried AGAIN!
Oh gosh.
I was listening to the song, Breathe-Taylor Swift.
I cried.
It was a good song that I can relate to right now.
By the way, Nami, I love Travis!
He is sooo adorable!
I've been listening to songs and singing!!!
It cheered me up.
Hahahaha!
I wanted to go to school, but seriously, I have NO MOOD.
Maybe yeah, I am too sad to face the music.
Haiya!!! Be strong Ina!!!
At least I studied.
You know what!!!
Even when I didn't complete my geography mock paper, I managed to score 42/50.
Wow cool shit man!!!
Hope I'm as lucky as this for Os.
:D
K tata!!!
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